This post is for you.. Even though you might not read it.
Monday, December 28, 2009
Hi. Erm I don't really know how to start so I shall talk about what we did.
6`November '07
We were playing maple and we met up in Ludibrium. I bought a wand and gave u some money. You said thanks and I love you and even though you didn't mean it literally , my heart skipped a beat.
7`November '07
You brought me to a place in Shanghai where there was a heart. You made me stand on one side of the heart while you stood at the other side. I pretended not to know what it meant. Then we became BF and GF.
8`December '07
Chalet. (: I sat on the chalet bed with you while the rest were busy setting up the BBQ. Then suddenly YH came in and asked me to go out because he was talking on the phone with someone and told me that he would use vulgar and didn't want me to learn. Then later you told me you had something for me. You put it into my pink billabong bag. So later when YH went out , I went to my bag to check what was it. It was a mama tortoise with a small little one on it's back.
24`December '07
Christmas Eve. We broke up.
Few days before 14th Feb
I don't know how , but we just started talking on the phone again and as usual you made me laugh. You said you liked to hear me laugh.
14`February '08
You said you were going to fetch me from school. On this day , my handphone was confiscated by Mrs Denise Tan and I had to stay back for Mrs Davina Tan's lecture. I'm sorry I made you wait for an hour in the sun outside for me. I'm sorry I let the IJ sec girls stare at you. I had actually called your house using Mindy's phone but you didn't pick up. So I asked my sister to let you know that I would be late. Finally , 3.45pm. You walked me home. Before I went home , you gave me a box of Ferrero Roche with the words 'Happy Valentines' Day' written on a slip of pink paper. You thought your handwriting was ugly so you used a stanza to write those 3 words. You promised that I would spend Christmas happily with you.
24`February '08
We broke up. It was a rainy afternoon , at 4.11pm. I was in my room when I received your sms. I cried that night and many nights that followed. I knew what kind of Christmas I would have this year.
'08's chalet
We met then put our bags in your house. You lied to me. You said you didn't live on the 7th floor when actually you did. (: We went to NTUC at balestier to buy the food. Not 1 of you guys would let me carry anything. So I went round to collect what you all think I can carry. When we were walking back , I was walking at the back but still complaining. You offered to carry for me. We argued over who was to carry. I can't remember who won. During chalet , yh say we play tug of war. You 3 seniors so strong , stronger than all of us juniors. I had ropeburn. yh check my hands then ask me to go and wash. I was afraid to touch water so you took out a packet of saussages from the freezer to let me hold so that my hands would heal faster (:
Today
I know it's about time I forgot about you. It's just so hard. I save some of our MSN conversations and read them from time to time. I really miss you. I don't mean anything with this post. I just want to tell you I really really miss you.
Consider me a smile in an old photograph, someone who used to make you laugh.
